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HELD · for the loss of a pet · every card is a room
F  E  E  L
There is no correct way to do this. However you are grieving is how you grieve.
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FEEL · II

Lesson II of XIII · the FEEL course
The idea behind this card — Grieving styles

Doka and Martin's research identified intuitive grievers, who process through feeling and expression, and instrumental grievers, who process through action and thought — building the memorial, organizing the photos. Most people blend both; neither is superior. Pet grief adds pressure to grieve 'proportionately,' which is a myth atop a myth. However you are doing this is a style, not an error, and it does not require an audience's approval.

Voices — this card, in use

Teaching vignettes: illustrative voices showing the practice applied. The living candle wall grows below.

Mara — 'my husband built Rufus a memorial planter. I cried for a month. the card says both are grieving. we stopped grading each other.'

P.J. — 'I organized every photo of her by year. that WAS my crying. instrumental griever. it counts.'

people sat with this card this month

Whatever is coming up

This room is open every time — tonight, the anniversary, years from now. What's here right now?

This room doesn't expire. Grief isn't a one-time event — anniversaries, ambushes, the good years, the hard ones — and the card in your hand is a permanent key. Come back for whatever is coming up.

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