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Numbness is not failure — and not faithlessness. Sometimes the soul draws its own curtains to keep the whole house standing.
The back of The drawn curtain — with the code that opens this room
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FEEL · V

Lesson 18 of LII · the FEEL course
The idea behind this card — The drawn curtain

Numbness is not failure — and not faithlessness. Sometimes the soul draws its own curtains to keep the whole house standing.

FEEL — The honest heart before the mystery — lament, doubt, awe, mercy

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The practice

if you're numb, stop trying to feel. Describe the numbness gently: where it sits, what it muffles. Curtains open on their own schedule. Watching for light is enough.

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