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Your only jobs today: water, food, rest. Everything else can wait.
XI

GROUND · XI

Lesson XI of XIII · the GROUND course
The idea behind this card — Triage

Emergency medicine and crisis psychology share one principle: in overload, rank ruthlessly. Water, food, rest form the physiological base everything else stands on — the floor of Maslow's hierarchy for a reason. Grief shrinks executive bandwidth, so the to-do list must shrink to match. Declaring everything else 'can wait' is not avoidance; it is accurate prioritization under temporarily reduced capacity. The paperwork will still exist when capacity returns.

Voices — this card, in use

Teaching vignettes: illustrative voices showing the practice applied. The living candle wall grows below.

Tasha — 'water, food, rest. crossed out everything else and wrote LATER at the top of a page. later turned out to be a real place.'

Bill — 'the estate paperwork screamed. the card said the body eats first. paperwork was still there Thursday. I was too, because I ate.'

people sat with this card this month

Whatever is coming up

This room is open every time — tonight, the anniversary, years from now. What's here right now?

The practice

Write today's entire to-do list: water, food, rest. Physically cross out everything else on the real list, or move it to a page titled LATER. Later is a real place. Things keep there.

When it's yours

If it's early daysEarly on, this list isn't a metaphor — it's the actual assignment. Completing it is a full day's work.

If it's been a long timeThe triage skill outlives the crisis: on any overloaded day, the floor is still water, food, rest, then everything else.

If it was complicatedEstate tangles and unresolved business scream for attention. They will still exist Thursday. Your body is due first.

Sit with this

What's on your list only because someone might judge its absence — and who, exactly?

Grief literacy

Term to know: Triage — ruthless ranking under overload; the base of the hierarchy first.

If this card holds you

GROUND · I  ·  GROUND · IX  ·  TEND · IX

This room doesn't expire. Grief isn't a one-time event — anniversaries, ambushes, the good years, the hard ones — and the card in your hand is a permanent key. Come back for whatever is coming up.

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