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You're not required to believe everything happens for a reason. Some things just break. Sense is allowed to come later — or not at all.
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FEEL · VII

Lesson 20 of LII · the FEEL course
The idea behind this card — The unforced meaning

You're not required to believe everything happens for a reason. Some things just break. Sense is allowed to come later — or not at all.

FEEL — The honest heart before the mystery — lament, doubt, awe, mercy

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The practice

when the next person hands you a reason — 'part of a plan,' 'meant to be' — you're allowed to set it down unopened. If meaning ever comes, it will be yours, in your handwriting, on its own day.

Where this idea comes from

  • Crystal Park — meaning-making research
  • Kenneth Pargament — spiritual struggle

More in this deck

REMEMBER · VII  ·  TEND · VII  ·  GROUND · VII

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